I am more aware of the serene connections between the plants. They run in unison. Their veins flow with a life force so strong it cannot be broken. Colors are indescribably here. *scribbles hastily with a violet tinged feather*. I also noticed that when one plant dies, its essence is drained back into this connection and it reopens in another form. They are like one being. One beautiful creation...i wonder how we are all connected...Perhaps in our souls? Or maybe in our words? I may have to study others auras more.

I am now more aware that the dawn hesitates to rise sometimes. Last night I had stayed up practicing this new art technique Mrs. P had assigned to me. I was so lost into it I didnt realize it was morning until the sun peeked shyly over the horizen. I watched as his eyes opened sleepily while he lifted himself into the sky. The peculier thing that happened was that he paused, for just one moment before continuing his majestic awakining. I wonder if the sun hesistates because he is sad of what earth is becoming or if he was just more tired then the usual. Ether way we should plant more trees and maybe draw a mural of the dawn. I think he would enjoy the present very much...

Must be lonely being a sun, when his only friends (the moon and the stars) are at the opposite ends of the earth. I'll start lending him little compliments and add him to my list of friends.

LIST OF FRIENDS
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+Nemo
+dustbunnies
+Sun *scribbles a doodle of a sun here*

I am now keenly aware that others are quite rude when it comes to scars. During my sad moments I had used my own skin as a canvas...I am intensly sad at the moment for no one had defended me in class. Yes, I know I was being dumb...Yes I was weak...But I beat it...Why can't anyone see this?

I am now aware of the color of water. It isn't as blue as everyone thinks...it is more a delicate rusty purple that shimmers when touched into billions of ripples. If you delve deeper into this purple you will see the different shades of blues and greens that make it up...If you go even deeper you will see the base shade : A coral pink.

I am aware of the bacteria living under my bitten nails.