What I am looking forward is finding people like me. I don't know if this is real or a joke but I just would like to feel I am not alone in some of the strange things that happen in my life and I just want to explore what is more out there for me.

The whole reason I joined this was to find people like me. I see things. It is weird. It keeps me up at night and it distracts me during the day. I see these faces and events and the all seem so random and weird sometimes I will have a random dream then a few years later it will happen and the feeling is so weird. I hear people. I hear things call to me, say my name. But they will never answer unless I don't want to hear them. I see things but they never come to me. They just seem to be standing there. Watching me. They stay as long as I don't look fully at them just glimpses out of the corner of my eye but as soon as I face them fully they leave. It makes me feel crazy sometimes, but am I? Or is everyone else?

I get these weird feeling. I can feel them but I can't, and I can't stop them. Like imagining my skin hard and pointy flaking off or soft and squishy like a sponge. I feel my skin peeling off and things coming out of it when nothing is happening. It makes me cringe and cry. I don't know how to stop it. I don't know why it happens.

The pain in my chest is stronger. I can feel them move closer. I wonder how long it will be. I don't want to be here anymore. I hope they come soon, I can't take this anymore.

You see people walking, talking, sharing moments. But are they really real. Think of all the people who are here. They all have separate lives live basic human functions. But is it all real. Is any of this real? You see all these people and are they really there? Are any of us here? What is real and what isn't? I can tell you none of this is real. I do not know what is real yet. I may never know. But maybe neither will you. Because you aren't really there.