I need...Help...Please...Anyone

(Back storyness)

My mother had always told me that my father left when I a few months old but it turns out that my mother had an a affair when she was young then when the man moved out of town they never talked again but they still loved each other she didnt tell him that she was pregnent meanwhile the man got married and soon enough the man was widowed but they had a daughter their daughter was @Chalice and the mother died from the people who attacked me and the man is @Dr. Pentalpha so my real father is @Dr. Pentalpha and my sister is @Chalice.

oh....
Gosh...
I need help someone...
anyone...

I have not seen people in days i dont know one day all the lights went ut then all then doctors and nurses all gone then scary things happen one day the lights went on and off the next i kept hearing voices the next i kept haveing visions of @Chalice dieing or getting hurt then of amber then of @Glitter and @Dr. Pentalpha and @gavcrowleys and many more eople from school then one day i was drifting from insaneness pretty much and the people who attacked me came in they said they where going to kill @Dr. Pentalpha and @Chalice cause we were related and that they already killed all the nurses and doctors and that we where next then they took me...

I dont think @Dr. Pentalpha is ok neitheir @Chalice I have not seen them in days

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERY WITCH WIZARD FAIRY PIXIE AND WARLOCK

A girl named Iding came in to visit I knew her from aroud school I am still pretty depressed today she put my hair in a ponytail and wiped the tears from my eyes, Then she moved the hair out from over my eyes and said
"You need to get this hair out of your face you are beutiful ok? and people need to relize that."
that made my whole day

I am very sad oday I told the doctors and they said that depression and scuisidal thoughs can be a side affect of lost power so they blocked off all visitors for a while
I wanna die there is no use staying in this stupid hospital
Just pull out my IVs theres no use in me
You won't have to worry about wathing me anymore if you do
Just overdose me no use in not doing it
Just leave me to be alone

I can walk now I can talk and sit up but I still need my IVs in all the time

sorry i have not been posting i am getting lots of visits Even @Dr. Pentalpha came back and it was on the news so random peple have been visting me