I think I messed up the journal name. I didn't know it would be named that forever. I look like an idiot now

I guess that's not too far off.
I am not very bright.

I think I should start posting every so often. just to get things out. maybe journaling will be good for me

26/7

so frustrated. everything I touch ends up breaking. everything with wires at least. I have to use these stupid rubber gloves so I can even type on my own computer. its so hard using a mouse with these on.
my best friend stopped talking to me recently. I feel so embarrassed. I keep forgetting. I didn't mean to. he was showing me something on his phone. all I did was one tap. I just wanted to point to something on the screen but I accidentally touched it. I guess he never backed up anything on his phone, and now its all gone. important stuff was on there I guess. I didnt understadn when he was explaining to me.
I think its escalating. I broke my mirror a while ago and all I did was touch it. I think that's bad luck or something. my hand is still cut up from how it shattered.